I am no fan of Putin or Russia. But surely a left-wing website has a right to expose attempts by you and others to "bring them down" or cause them damage. This is not "Russian disinformation". If the email exchanges they exposed are real, they have every right - indeed must - publish them to let people know how they are being attacked. If they are not, then you can and should sue. But using expressions such as "may be altered or faked" is simply ridiculous. If they are not faked, fair play to Grayzone for publishing them. If they are, then why not completely and utterly refute them? Your credibility has been shattered.